I had dreamt of the past.
My labors and unfortunate circumstances.
The times I was at my lowest...
The times where life didn't shine...
My darkest hours filled with fervent prayers.
Praying with all my might to the Lord.
"Please save me, please help me."
"Please reach your hand out to me!"
I recall strongly the agony of those long, grey years.
The agony of prayers unanswered.
Sinking deeper into the dark depths of an ocean filled with despair.
My heart becoming weaker without hope...
Even the world slowed down until it froze over.
Even my breath could no longer escape my throat.
As cruel, twisted hands wrapped around it.
Misguided hand